Scattered and Floating, Near Philadelphia
It has been two months now since I learned that my job is being given to someone else, and the feelings have been all over the chart.
There are still three months until my salary comes to an end. Three months of working very closely with the man who has told me I am no longer needed. Three months of moving towards end-of-year celebrations. Three months of planning and preparing for the next academic year, a year that does not include me. It grows more and more difficult to be the upbeat and thoughtful presence I have always tried to be.
I've been feeling grey, mostly, with tiny bits of hope in the midst of all of that grey. I've made this dozen blocks that are greys with bits of brights and like them very much. I believe you can click on the photo to see them better.
I like them scattered and floating, kind of like me. Now I need to figure out if it is possible to set them that way.